Why Am I So Sweaty?!?

Seriously, man...I think that it's my nerves showing. I hate this shit--it's embarassing and a genetic issue. I need to stop trying to do everything that I can. Seriously...when November hits, I'm going to have to make some hard choices, I think. I wouldn't say that I'm unhappy, but actually over-extended, emotionally (numb, anymore), physically (this is a real nightmare), creatively (no alzheimers for the non-rapping JZ, but shit, I can't keep it up).

I'm on the hook until the Halloween, though. I'm going to have to say "no" to anything post-halloween to everyone, I think. I ought to just shoot myself and be done with it--the buckshot is loaded, but I can't let people down on my prior commitments.