shake the disease

i'm feeling so much better today!!!!

and using exclamation points!!!

explanation points?!?

good enough...back to boring monotone.

the illness has subsided to mild cold-like symptoms. at least i'm not vomiting like a couple of days ago. lots of shit was accomplished at work today. a meeting that was actually productive.

tonight, i caught up with dr. s., and that was awesome. i miss that guy a lot, it turns out. we did some file transferring, and now i've got a musical purpose again. yay! i picked out a rocker to work on first--it seemed more in line with that most recent project. this is really good stuff. i didn't want to totally suck it, but after seeing the 18 tracks that are basically FINISHEED scrolling past, some minor tweaks, a bass part (or two), and some tasteful lead keys ought to push it over the top. i'm confident about the bass parts, since a crunchy low guitar has been provided--i'm hesitant to remove it, though. if my bass tone is harmonically rich enough, the low guitar could go away. doubtful, unless i pick it.

yeah, i'm thinking about picking this one (insert hell freezing over sound here). probably not. my tone is plenty aggressive if i turn it up. thank god i live in the country.

so i'm totally borderline manic about this new stuff. very refreshing since a month ago, i was totally suicidal about music.

i've been listening to a lot of bach fugues and lygeti choral works. good stuff, but now it's time to rock out with my cock out.

well...maybe tomorrow. i have to get some sleep tonight. so excited, though!