peristaltic pumps 101; and janette's opinion of the heart attack
i had a heart to heart (attack) talk with janette on the way to work this morning. we ought to carpool more. so nice to chit chat, really. i told her of my chest pain woes, and that i'm somewhat concerned because of the astronomical trigycerides (694). she wanted my dumb ass to go to the ER. my mother (the nurse) wants me to go to the ER as well. fuck all them. i'm going to quietly schedule an appointment with a doctor, and see if i can fix this. hopefully, i haven't had a heart attack (even though i've improved my habits a lot in the last year), and this will be something that i can deal with.
part of my re-invention must be giving a fuck about my health, and that really is rough for me. i've been invincible too long, it seems. i have a plan, though. besides seeing a doctor and that nutritionist gal (who i really need to call back).
my theory is this:
i'm chronicly depressed -> i don't take care of myself, and self-medicate.
why am i so depressed? i think because i'm so lonely.
why am i lonely? i think because there's not a chick in my life.
(TGV feels the pain a little, apparently)
so...how to solve that problem? prehaps i'm putting too much stock into the reptilian jeremy. i require a chick, i think. it's been a long fucking time, that's for sure. we're at 6+ years now since the incident, i think.
i must get a car that will attract my type, and start dressing more appropriately (denim man is too slacker).
now...from the readers...i require input on automobiles that attract cute, intelligent girls with glasses and great taste in music....please comment on that.
it must not be a 1983 volvo station wagon with a destroyed interior. got one, and it's not working.
part of my re-invention must be giving a fuck about my health, and that really is rough for me. i've been invincible too long, it seems. i have a plan, though. besides seeing a doctor and that nutritionist gal (who i really need to call back).
my theory is this:
i'm chronicly depressed -> i don't take care of myself, and self-medicate.
why am i so depressed? i think because i'm so lonely.
why am i lonely? i think because there's not a chick in my life.
(TGV feels the pain a little, apparently)
so...how to solve that problem? prehaps i'm putting too much stock into the reptilian jeremy. i require a chick, i think. it's been a long fucking time, that's for sure. we're at 6+ years now since the incident, i think.
i must get a car that will attract my type, and start dressing more appropriately (denim man is too slacker).
now...from the readers...i require input on automobiles that attract cute, intelligent girls with glasses and great taste in music....please comment on that.
it must not be a 1983 volvo station wagon with a destroyed interior. got one, and it's not working.
posted by Jeremy at
7:57 PM
3 Comments:
just don't go overboard. like a yellow beetle or some dumb shit like that. it is too obvious.
i would say go for something slick, simple, and not trendy. like, i know jack about cars (as you know), but a VW golf might do the trick.
also: never try to use a relationship to `fix' a problem. really. if you want a girl, then look for a girl. but if you want to not be lonely anymore, well, try something else. the best way to much up a relationship is to start it off as the cure for something. really.
Yeah, I would agree with that on both counts.
Even the most sincere and for-real girls seem to give more weight than they'd like to admit to a guy's car. I've seen it happen. The car should look good on you, though; it has to make sense that you, specifically, are driving it.
Maybe a truck of some sort for you.
Also, I'll add that the mere decision to start doing something about getting a into a relationship, or whatever else, is a big deal in and of itself.
Someone once talked to me about "confident and persistent." Remember that?
yeah. the car to attract chicks was a joke. not interested in those chicks.
that was a too whiny post, that's for sure.
maybe i actually know better than to use a relationship to cure loneliness, and i just don't know it. thus, not confident or persistent.
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