training

so, the suicide light bulb went on in class yesterday.

if i'm working with shit that will kill me, that's the easiest way to do myself in and maybe make it look like an accident (so that people get their cuts on the life insurance policies). the only trick would be to not get someone else (the buddy) killed also.

it makes me wonder why they don't have psychological screening for hazmat people.

altogether, the class has been alright. i don't like sitting on my ass for 10 hours a day.