i think that i'm having a nervous breakdown.



i must be, since my skin disorder is back this morning; weepy hives are the best! hopefully i can fucking relax and get rid of them. that's not likely, though.



the last time this happened, it didn't go away for like 8 years. at least it was only agonizing for 2.



i've invoiced a shit-load this week. with all of these projects going away, i ought to be looking for a job, and not blogging.