well, the weekend picked up. this has been absolutely nuts. i slept all day today to recover from saturday.



friday night, senor murphy asked to tape us at the climax. i conferred with ross, and his response was, "fuck it, that sounds like fun."



saturday morning, i got up at the ass crack of dawn. i wasn't feeling too peachy because of the "superior no. 12 brand original fnest quality sppin' whiskey". i cleaned vigorously, talked belly dancing with bruce and loaded little manhattan into the truck. i was to meet jessica at 2 at last.



i agonized all morning/early afternoon. what would this weirdness be like? i got coffee, and ross asked me what was up. apparently, i hadn't told him about this "date". i was sweating profusely and looking freaked out. it was totally good to meet at a place so comfortable to me, surrounded with friends. i went to the bathroom with ten minutes to spare to attempt to wash the greasyness off me face. she was waiting for me when i came out.



her friend tessa doesn't like me. i think that she's gay. jessica is as amazing as i thought. we chatted, walked. she kissed me. i got an erection immediately. then, we fucked like wild animals. not really. i was quite startled. i wasn't expecting this from her. i dropped her off at tessa's, and went to band practice.



we worked out a new arrangement of can i take you, went through the set, and proceeded to the venue. ross and i rode together and listened to hell awaits. i hadn't listened to that record for a long long time.