today was a recovery day for me. that benefit deal was sort of whack. that's my take on it. i couldn't hear a damn thing. i fought with that cheesy cab most of the night. the biggest fuck up on my part was the chorus on the green grocer song. i couldn't differentiate a change for shit. i'd rather not play those patchoulli shows. everyone smelled. some asshole disappeared with some drums. i was surprised that anyone stayed to watch. it was cool, though. i'd rather play crappy shows than do nothing on a friday night. i didn't get much of a buzz before or after this one. maybe i'm just getting into the swing as far as my psd theory goes. i don't think that i've been placing a lot of importance on shows. i really felt that i let the boys down on the song though.



i cut my hair. headphones fit much better without it. my hats should fit better too. speaking of which, i think that i need a stocking cap. i think that i'll go pick up one.