yessterday's practice went well. as ususal, i felt all out of place. i had lost my sercurity blanket. i found it this morning. i'm going to transfer the shit to something besides a sheet of paper.



i'm so damn bored. today, i need to go find erich something for his birthday. luckily, he's really easy to shop for.



i've masturbated 3 times this morning. i'm having a hard time getting productive. maybe one more time, just to be safe.



i hae to watch movies with erich and vera tonight. hopfully, it'll be something good



ross is a funny guy. that "why is jason heller's penis in my feces?" bit is too funny.

jason is totally socially inept.

andrew is a really cool cat. niether of us like neil young.

chas seems to be really into school. that's so awesome. everytime i get to chat with her, i envy ross. that makes me a horrible person.