tonight, i've got the four food groups going on while i fix my resume and find a new job.



1) cheeseburgers (4)

2) bourbon (1 liter)

3) coca-cola (six pack)

4) newport 100s (a pack of smokes +/- 5)



music? mogwai, of course.



i had a really crappy afternoon at work, because it often feels like the right and left hands aren't talking to each other at cameron-cole. actually, it's like the right hand is trying to sneak up on the left hand, and cut it off.



i decided that the do make say think show was a really bad idea, because i'd just get more stressed out about crap. actually, i forgot about the show until this afternoon. oh well. hopefully, chris is having fun. i've been too wrapped up with stuff to think about going to rock shows.



i came home from work completely distrought. i chatted with jessica, which helped a little bit. she could tell that something was bothering me. i was stunned. i thought that a nap might help, but i just layed there, agonizing.



i decided that i should get out of bed and do something about it. i lined up two good references, fixed my resume. reactivated the monster one, updated it. now, looking for jobs that will suit me. i'd feel bad if i had to move away, though. ross would be so disappointed because that always happens to him. i think that he'd understand. he knows how unhappy i am with my current situation(s).