sometimes i think that my so-called friends are real assholes. or, that they just are completely inconsiderate.



it's really just a karmic thing, though, dude. i pretty much deserve it, i suppose. i'm sure that i've done something. i always do.



grrrr. i'm going to be livid about this for weeks. i should just close everyone out. that could be enjoyable. maybe just a pleasant change.



there are times when any social interaction is repulsive to me.