okay. now i've got online grrrls calling me handsome. that's not a good thing, i think. really. they haven't SEEN me. my looks are pathetic, despite what ross says.



if i'd lose 20 pounds, maybe i'd be handsome. probably not. i was 40 pounds less when the knife incident occurred. now, i look at those photos, and i don't even recognize who's in them. a lot changes in 8 years, i suppose. now, i'm a overweight adult. scott steele, last time i talked with him said that i was a mesomorph. that made me feel good. he is too, even though he won't cop to it. sure, we've gained some poundage since high school, but i think that everyone has.