i got some new headphones tonight, so i'm way happier tonight. these are some sony circum aural deals. they were really cheap. they're semi-closed, it seems. they keep my ears warm, but don't block sound from disturbing others. oh well. they seem to hit hard.



i hate my job more than usual. i haven't slept in a couple of nights because i have dreams about quitting my job. maybe i'm being fired. i don't know. they wake me up either way.



on wednesday, i went out with her majesty. jen is feeling crappy because she broke up with kevin. she's got some issues now. i should be happy, i suppose. i'm not. i should see this as an opportunity, but i don't. it really hurts me to see her hurt. i can't let her know that.



i'm pretty sure at this point that i'm happier than if i were dating someone. i told jen that, which was probably a mistake.



the band feels like it's on the verge of a lineup change. i really can't get into more detail yet, without knowing what's going on with our guitarists. the bald midget hugged me. andrew is a pretty cool guy once you get to know him. i really had some doubts.



tomorrow i'm hanging out with sara, christ, spooky and jen. jen wants to make some squid comments to play christ. i hope that she behaves herself. i definately have to watch my flirts. everything will be fine, i'm sure.