last evening i saw rudy ray whats-his-name from the dolemite movies doing stand up "comedy." they totally talked about what this guy has done for black performers and stuff. all of the "my dick is so big," and pussy jokes didn't do much for me. maybe i'm just upset because of my small genitals, but i'm pretty sure that it just sucked. at least the movie was entertaining.



the rabbi took deb with him, and christ took spooky. i was chillin' with two couples. that was pretty unnerving. i don't think that deb likes me at all. oh well. i'm "immature." fuck. aren't we all?



today, my modus operandi (i've got to use as much latin as possible here, so that 3 years isn't wasted) is to go get a compact disc copy of lou reed's berlin album. maybe then i won't be listening to angels of light constantly. it's the only thing that's doing it for me, though.



maybe i'll make my way to ifs tonight to see requiem for a dream. it'll be packed. do i really feel THAT social? no. ack.